His Sheep

Have you ever helped someone, as in did so much for a person and would do so much for that person because of love?”

People say that the world doesn't need saving, and you can't save someone if they don't want to be saved. Jesus came and when he came he said his people were ill, he said we needed healing, said we needed guidance, he said we were lost, I said we were broken. If you're a Christian and you look at the world you'll have what Jesus had/has towards us,compassion. You cannot save someone if you aren’t first saved;it's like drowning and holding onto someone who also needs saving, after a while one will drown and the other may be saved or they'll both be engulfed by that water. I once heard someone say to a group of youths that he would lay down their life for them. I thought of it as silly;the only person I knew would say such a thing is a mother, God describes it as "no love greater than this." I said Christians as, as you have a relationship with Christ, you love more, and as you love more it means you're subjected to pain emotionally, because your looking on at the world and you see people perishing from lack of knowledge,and when you give the cure they won't accept it as it comes with side effects. I had the opportunity of performing a spoken word titled Gracefully Broken to my peers at school. It spoke of youths, how we're broken. What was most memorable about this performance was I felt as though we were connected, as though the world has hurt us and everything is shut up inside of us, and as I was on the stage I looked at my peers and saw water in their eyes.I saw hidden away hurt, pain, not anger but silent/secret cries and only I had seen this part of my peers and it was the first time I felt a connection to my audience, and what connected us was how we were all broken. What hurt me was that I wanted to help but I didn't know how to, I wanted to take away that hurt,that pain but I couldn't; I’m not able to recall feeling as helpless as in that past moment; it was as having someone understand you and as you blink they're gone;how hopeless is that? And the main reason I couldn't have helped was that I had Salvation to give and due to shame no wanted Him. Jesus said he came into the world and his people did not accept him, we did not want him. A lot of people say that they don't attend church because church people are hypocrites. This is one excuse that has me angry silently, because when will you stop with the excuses and also because this is not true. For the past few months I have visited three churches and all felt as though we are of one body-That's Bible. In my encounter church people are the most loving people,we try, but some of us represent Christ in a way that makes Christians think they have to walk with their heads hung down. You wanting to know God has nothing to do with people, what fellowship does is encourage you but God is your inspiration.

Someone asked me “How do I know that I'm living in the end times?” The real question is Why do you not know? I live in the most painful place in the Universe,earth. I walk, go online, close my eyes and all I can see is sheep with no shepheards and that hurts a lot and what hurts more is that no one's bothered by this fact, but it would never become a norm for me. I know that the devil works out in the open to discourage but my Father preps in secret. You're broken, I'm broken, we're all broken but you're broken for purpose, you've been broken gracefully by the Father. I have so much to say. Jesus once told his disciples he had much to say to them but as much as they were eager to know they would not have been able to comprehend his message; it wasn't time.

Sincerely,

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Written on 08/04/2021🔏